Wednesday, December 31, 2014

Memories remain

Memories remain
2014
pencils on thin cardboard


The very last artwork of the year! Goodbye 2014 and hello 2015. I hope you all gonna have a good one.

Saturday, October 25, 2014

Her


She never gives up on me. My dear friend just doesn't let me disappear. She came back to my life and is filling my soul with inspiration. With her around i feel more alive,  i feel more need to create and try little harder. Even when i am not happy with any of the latest artworks i have made, i am happy to see myself drawing again.

My friend is beautiful, intelligent and madly talented,
but most of all she is the best friend anyone could ask for.
Not sure if i deserve a friend like that,
but i am utterly grateful.

Sunday, August 3, 2014

Gave all


Drawing from last summer. Somehow it took a whole year for it to find a way in my blog. I don't know what was stopping me, but here it is.

"Gave all"
pencils on thin cardboard
2013

Thursday, March 20, 2014

Winter Goodbyes


"Winter Goodbyes"
2014
pencils on carton


Have you ever said the final goodbye to someone on a cold winter day?  This one is for you.

Tuesday, March 11, 2014

Not very good excuses

I always thought i was good at multitasking, but i am not, i really am not.
 When i am working, i become  the most antisocial person ever. When i  am drawing, i stop working on my designing job for days. And when i feel social, i become that lazy person who doesn't do anything useful for a while.
I go through those phases and it's so hard to make my life function properly.


And so it happens i stop picking up camera to
just take a picture of my art
to post it here.
I always say " I will do it tomorrow",
but tomorrow is never tomorrow...
But  it's not like people are
anxiously waiting
and checking my blog
everyday
 in hope to see me posting new art. :-)
Nope, that's not the reality.


But spring is almost here
and i always thought that March is one of the most magical months of the year.
And if it was summer right now,
i would lay on grass,
have some laughs
and feel the energy come back into me.



Thursday, February 6, 2014

Lonely People

"Lonely People"
Pencils on paper
2014

It was a sunny afternoon, so i decided to grab the camera and take a photo of my latest drawing. At that point i didn't know yet what this drawing is actually about and what title it should have. So i just sat down and listened music i had in my playlist. When  it was song "Neon" turn to pop up in my playlist i just knew it, this is exactly what it is about, my drawing has a title now!


Monday, January 27, 2014

What happened to her?

I haven't posted anything here for a really long time. Such a shame. I miss it very much, not so much posting on this blog cause i never talked much here, but the other blog when i was still my late teens and i wrote about everything. I felt i need to share every emotion i go through in life.

It's not i have dumped art or stopped being passionate about things, but somehow i completely lost that part of me that made me who i used to be. Maybe the reason was losing connection with real world and friends, the stress of moving to new home or i just gave up.

So who is she now?
She's not the same, but will anyone ever stay the same? People i thought i knew are not the same either.

I feel i am less serious, i discovered that not too long ago and i like that new thing about me. Humor and silly fun never attracted me as much until i met that...thing...that changed my ideals. Maybe that's why i wanted to escape so bad, because it was all turning into gray and dry mess of perfectionist dreams.

I have one artwork in drawer i am quite proud of. It's not perfect by any means, but  nothing ever is. I need to go back to my roots when all i cared about was the emotions of artwork, even when it's not pretty. Also i have become much more patient than before. I keep working on details until it's way overdone for my taste. That's why you haven't seen my art for a long time, i need to  learn when to stop.


And yeah,
i am anxiously waiting spring and the taste of first berry of summer.